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so i have issues sleeping.
January 8, 2003

so i have issues sleeping. well, it's not really sleeping that's the hard part. it's getting to the part where i'm actually asleep. i read somewhere that "normal" people fall asleep within 7 minutes of laying down with their eyes closed. it usually takes me a minimum of 30 minutes to fall asleep.
i think it may have to do with my thought processes. i sometimes stay awake just thinking about certain things over and over again. my mind just takes off on it's own flight of fancy, and i cannot seem to get it back. next think i know, i'm opening one eye to look at the clock, and it's 1:52am... which means it's really 1:31am, in real time. I have been trying to trick myself with time for years now, and it has yet to actually work.